salam .. man mohamadreza hastam taze tooye in site register shodam .. rastesh hamash be khater ye mozoe .. oonam ezdevaj .. bezarid ye majareii o be onvane shoro baratoon begam ..man hodode 1-2 sale pish ba ye dokhtari ashna shodam ke tahsilate khobi dasht va taghriban hamon sheklo ghiafeio dasht ke man dos dashtam va khonevadei dasht dar hade khonevadeye ma( motevasset)...
man hodode 1 salo khordei pish behesh pishnahade ezdevaj dadam .. man daneshjoye terme akhare mohandesie omran hastam .oonam tahsilatesh tooye computer va taghriban nazdike arshadesho begire ..
hodode 6 mah az man bozorgtare ..
gharar shod bad az jalase rooye psihnahade man fekr kone ... inam begam ke na man va na oon donbale ye rabete be onvane bf &gf nistim..va aslan ye hamchin shakhsiataeiam nadarim .. taghriban nime mazhabi hast 2 ta khnevade .. va be ye seri soli paybandim ..
kholase bad az oon jalase o bad az chand mah ghabool kard ke shoro konim be shenakhte ham ..ta vase zendegimoon barname rizi konim ..chizi ke man tooye oon jalase azash khaste boodam ..
rabeteye ma ta alan jolo rafte chizaye khobi dastemoon oomade.. amma be nazaram kafi nist be nazram ..in vasat ye seri soalaiam vase man pish oomade ke be nazaram javabaye gheyre ghabele ghabooli beheshoon mide .. na inke bad bin basham na .. amma khob be nazram manteghi nist javabash .. man oono hata be khonevadam moarefi kardam yani az oon vase khonevadam tarif kardam ..aksesham neshooneshoon dadam .. khonevfadam mokhalefati nadashtan .. amma khob sohbatam bokonan ba ham .. amma chizi ke mano negaran karde .. ineke az hozore man tooye zendegie oon hichkasi khabardar nist .. hata be ghole khodesh ye doste samimi nadare ke vasash az man bege o dardo delasho be man mige .. yani mano eyne ye raze 1.5 e pishe khodesh negah dashte .. az inke joloye dostash javabe smsaye mano bede khoshesh nemiad ya inke harf bezane ba man joloye dostash ..tiooye ye sherkate motabar kar mikone ke dar amade khobiam dare nesbatan ..
azash khastam ke ejaze bede ta man biam khastegarish ta aghd konim ke rabetamon dorost bashe ..baham sex nadashtim tahala .. az inke khnevadam bian sohbat konan ba khonevadash tarsone .. hey mige to alan chizi nadari .. dar hali ke mashghole karam alan o ye khne mitoonam jor konam vase zendegi .. gahi vaghta ba karash fekr mikonam vaghean mano mikhad ya na ..kheyli vaghta khaste ya nakhaste chizaee behem mige ke mano miranjoone .. maslan ye bar ke dastesho gerfte boodam yano oon dastamo gerfte bood yeki aaz hamkaraye mardesh dide boodesh o behesh gofte bood .. kheyli tarside bood bargasht behem goft " to aberoye man vasat mohem nist ..to vasat eftekhare amma man vasat bade .. " dar hali ke khodesh daste mano gerfte bod .!!hamahs migoft alan tooy edare bege man daste ye pesaro gerfte bodam kheyli bad mishe aberoom mire .. hamishe ham ba jomle ham ba raftaram behesh neshoon midam ke dosesh daram .. amma ye bar ke behesh goftam man 5 toman pol dashtam o vasat odkolon gerftam behem goft kheyli hemaghat kardi .. dar hali ke kheyli khob boodim on moghe .. kheyli rahat poshte mano khali mikone kafie tooye ye stresse kochik gharar begire ta rahat poshtamo khali kone ..ino 2-3 bar didam ..sari amadeye davas.. age hgh ba man bashe man bayad mennat keshi agaram hagh ba oon bashe ke baz man bayad beram mazreta khahio mennat keshi ..!!az inke baghti eshtebah mikone bege "mazerat mikham hagh ba toe ya man eshtebah kardam " be sheddat faraie .. vase inmamolan eshtebahatesho ghabool nemikone ye jori mipichoone ..
kheyli toolani shod mazerat mikham .. kheyli joziat hast ke goftanesh bayad ba soal bashe vagarna mishe ye roman..!!
age soal beporsid javabetoon ro midam ..mamnon az inke vaght migzarid ..
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